Daddy's office by Dylan, April 2009
When Daniel was about four years old he used to sit on the floor of my studio and draw as I was painting. One time, he took a large sheet of paper and traced a charcoal line from bottom left to top right. What was he drawing, I asked? An Aeroplane, he replied. He then drew another line, this one veering off from the first. And what's that? A parachute, of course!
I have collected hundreds of my children's drawings, each of them catalogued and filed in my studio drawers. They're a wonderful memory of the way they saw the world, more vivid than photographs or a diary could ever be. For when children draw, they respond to their experience of the world, not just what it 'looks' like. And that difference is fundamental.
The drawings I posted on on my other blog illustrate the point. In the picture of the boat, Dylan drew the ship's wheel with my fingers on it - he saw no need to include more of me. In his painting of the bugs, he drew himself the same size as the bowl - because that was how he experienced them. And look too at the simplicity of the images, the lack of arty pretension, the fearlessness of the painting. I could go on.
As children get older, their paintings change. Adults praise them for the verisimilitude of their efforts. They are taught to create images as near as possible to how things 'appear' - the more 'realistic' the better - after all, that's proper painting isn't it! And yet, if those same adults were to ask a musician to write a piece of music about the sea, they would find it odd if he returned with a tape recording of the waves!
My old tutor, the marvelous John Skinner, would claim that if we paint our responses, the images are true - more real, in a sense, than any trick of the eye that is conventional drawing. He's in good company in thinking this way; Cezanne said that the challenge of painting is no longer to copy the object, but rather it is to render our sensations in paint.
Cezanne was a genius, but for most of us capturing our responses is incredibly hard to do - or at least to do it honestly, and boldly. Writers will know this; how many times do we bottle out, play safe or simply find ourselves at a loss for words. Painting is much the same. I have painted all my life, but I remember when John asked me to 'paint the taste of ice cream' I stared at a blank canvass and wondered where to begin. Try asking this same question of children and see what they do. 'No problem' said Michael, when he was small, 'Ice cream is lumpy green.' If only children could paint as they do, but of more meaningful things.
Children draw before they write, before they speak even. John used to say that drawing is a fundamental language, one that children have by instinct; it is a language that as we grow older we do well to remember. More usually, we forget, inhibited by our adult conventions and expectations - and in so doing we lessen our response to those experiences that matter most. Sometimes, when I walk over the mountains, or listen to the sea, or look at my boys sleeping... the feelings are so powerful I almost transcend myself. My experience is greater - much greater - than simply what I can see. But how do you draw that? And how do you do it with truth?
Michael in the studio 1992
I'm fascinated by children's pictures too (but not quite organised enough to catalogue them all - which makes me feel quite guilty!) Next time we've got the paints out I'm going to ask mine to paint the taste of ice cream and see what happens. Brilliant post.ReplyDelete
PS: Which newspaper did you come to Wales to launch? I've worked in newspapers here since 1990 (but with a 7 year gap for babies). I'm intrigued!ReplyDelete
I've come here via Country Lite and I'm very glad I did!! (and have just spent a stupid amount of time reading a few of your past posts and looking at your other blog....loved Starker Man)ReplyDelete
I found this post really interesting. I love drawing but for some reason the idea of painting scares me...I think perhaps it's the lack of control you know...brush vs pencil or perhaps it's because I don't have the knowledge I need to re-produce the image that's in my head. Hmmm...perhaps I should dig out my paints and have a go at painting what ice cream tastes like.
I shall definitely visit again :-)
Carol and ChrisReplyDelete
Thank you for visiting.
Drawing and painting are much the same thing; I tend to use the terms interchangeably. But it takes time and practice to reach that point.
A good practical tip is to paint with fewer colours (try two or three at most) and maybe some charcoal. Or try chalks which is a good way of thinking about colour but not worrying about 'paint'. And if all else fails - stick with drawing; I can't write poetry no matter how much I try, so I've given up and I'm happy about that.
A wonderful post. I am going to create something for my children, in saddens me my parents kept nothing of mine. I applaud you. xReplyDelete
Brilliant...take a look at my daughters blog at http://lilyamber.blogspot.com/ReplyDelete
In the process of setting up something for my son
i have saved just about everything from day 1 to day 4,605. this obsessive hoarding of all child art is ridiculous, lacks discrimation, and has stuffed up my cupboards, literally, so is not advisable. but i have framed and hung several pieces (aged 2, aged 3... ) because the works never fail to delight me. and they are cheaper than hirst.ReplyDelete
Looking back at this post you have inspired me to keep and collect all the kids artwork (within reason). YOu are right, it really is a window on their world. I feel inspired to suggest an exhibition at our social history museum...ReplyDelete